itchy forehead

another day here. my eyes are looking elsewhere. thinking about moving again. don't want to stay for longer than is absolutely necessary. in fact, don't want to any more at all, but there simply is no way around that sheningans.

me again

so anyway....it's may now. hooray. HOO-FREAKING-RAY is what i say. i want time to fly...fly fly on wings of almost invisible speed...yeah, like a hummingbird.

life is nice though. i'm still in yucca. the other day i had another late night attack of obsession. those happen every so often. basically, something has to have been nagging at my mind for quite some time before this occurs. some sort of problem....then, i get to wake up at usually the early dawn and think think think about my solution which just appears to me so subtley like old faded spots never seen on a white shirt....and then i go back to sleep, so glad that i've finally figured things out....i smile with self-satisfaction...and then i awake. usually hours later whereupon i think, "yay, good job, megan!" and then whamo! reality hits me. and my plan is nothing. this is how it is: during the night, my heart totally opened up and figured things out, without help from my brain (cuz it was sleeping) and then when my brain does wake up in the morning, it's like "sister, you is one CRAZY FREAK."

:D

so....this is something personal about me that you now know. do you find that amusing?

where have i been?

i found the raddest sign while looking behind the clerks desk at the post office. it said:

i'm lost.
i've gone to look for myself.
if i should get back,
before i return,
please ask me to wait.